Somnolent Solemnity

Once a day, a long time a go, I’m falling in love.
Or maybe I thought I am falling in love? I don’t know…

It’s the years that has changed me, a lot of me has been changed in that year. In that year I also found something and I lost something…
It’s just not about lost someone or a being, but is a big, bigger than me maybe? I don’t know…

That years is a so blessed year and a damned year… Should I called it a damn year? For what God has prepared for me? I don’t know, but I believe…

But what I know is, in that year I am for the first time saw the most beautiful creature that God has created.

Or maybe in my mind is… And yes she is…
Or maybe I thought she’s beautiful? I don’t know…
But what I knew is, she is captivated my mind…
She’s captured me within her eyes…
She’s smile is so somnolent peace…

There’s something about her... Oh, yes... There’s something about her…
I can see a future within her presence… For that i has known what is my destiny, my calling...

So please can you read my solemnity poet for her, my friends…

‘How beautiful art thou my love… Imprison my heart… enlighten my perceive, my sensibility…
Should I render your devine lovely…?
Is it possible my love?
My heart is full, my love. my heart is full… My heart is exaggerated with a love so kindle and warmth my existance… and for that moment, I know I am destined not alone…
Your fragrance beauty, numb my feet… What should I say my love…? For you has captured my mind… I lost my incantation unto you…’
~‘For your devine, my love…’

It’s been a long time I try to kept my passion unto her… can I?
Is so burn within me… It was a long time ago… what should I’m awaiting for? A revelation or a revealation? I don’t know…

Is she ever love me…? I don’t know…

Is she ever think about me…? I don’t know…

Is I put pride on this…? If so, it would kill me…

It was a long time ago… I try to secrete it… but for how long…? For I thought that flames maybe diminished… But some how it’s sparkle speak to me… What I’m awaiting for? A readiness or stubbornness of me…?

How fooled I am… Oh, how fool I am… I’m Sorry my love